III. Fifteen minutes later, she pulled
into the church's empty parking lot, her car's engine coughing and
dying as its tires gently bumped the curb. She noticed the church's
front door was open and saw the manger scene in the front yard,
reminding her of the Christmases that she had spent in Wyoming when
she was a little girl and of her father, a stern man who did not
tolerate her mother's drinking. Maybe, she thought as she looked
at the building, I really do miss my father.
Desperate for wisdom, Dara stumbled out
of her car and slammed the door, walked to the church entrance,
hesitated, thought of turning around, getting back into her car,
and driving away when she felt her heart insisting that she stay
and see the blind preacher.
Standing now in the church doorway, looking
down the hall, she saw an office to her right. The office door was
open, papers rustling inside. Her heart in her mouth, she called
out, "Pastor Ray? You in there? Pastor?"
She waited, and the rustling stopped.
Then a deep voice spoke:"Come in, sister. Been a while since
I saw you and your mother." She was stunned that anyone in
this city, let alone a preacher, would remember her at all. Over
the years, and particularly since moving to Vegas, she had come
to regard herself as not particularly significant.
Dara moved down the hall, stopping outside
the office. Seated behind a dark oaken desk, window shades pulled
but the corner lamp on, was Pastor Ray, a tall thin man with thick
graying hair. Though his eyes were closed, she immediately sensed
that he was examining her soul.
"You remember me?" she asked."It's
been nearly three years. Must be an awful small congregation."
"Not small, " said the preacher
with a voice that penetrated her heart, "just intimate. Intimate.
The Lord binds all his children to Him, and if I can help it I try
to remember everyone He sends. Amen."He cleared his throat
and smiled."'Though I do admit it's getting tougher with the
years as I get older."
Touched by the soft voice and warm smile,
Dara relaxed
"Dara, isn't it?" he asked.
"Yes, that's it, " she softly
spoke.
"Something is upsetting you, "
he said.
"Yes, " she replied."Yeah,
it's some dreams. I've been having them for a week."
The Preacher nodded in silent encouragement.
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